The Loss of a Friend

I know that it has been a while since I've written on my blog.  Recently, an event in our life has centered on tragic circumstances with the loss of our dear friend Kelly. He took his own life just over a week ago. He has been a true friend of mine for many years here in Bellevue, and became a good friend of my father Ron since they shared mutual interests. Kelly was here for me and my dad when my father faced the end of his life in 2011 ... and the support that we recieved was so much appreciated and will never be forgotten.  Kelly cared and made sure we knew it. His calls and emails were a comfort to us. I now feel empty inside to know that he is gone. I didn't know how depressed my dear friend was. I wanted to be there for him like he was for me, and it's now it is too late. I can't believe this is true. The pain is so much to bear for his wife and children. Why Lord couldn't we know? Please comfort all, we pray for your loving hand to help hold us all up.

Kelly had faced recent physical challenges in the past two years.  Moved back from Montana to be near treatment and family. His love of life had always been so strong and he was an active man who loved adventure in the outdoors.  His fears were that it was getting harder to enjoy the life that he knew and cherished.  My heart is heavy to think back now but not have realized that it was affecting him so.  Dear Lord, I pray for his final rest with you in peace, and for your comfort and solace for his family.  I pray that you comfort my family in our sadness. I pray for your guidance in knowing when others hurt and to help us reach them in any way we can with your help Lord.  I know that there is much pain and sadness for many ... all year and even more pain for some during the holidays. Please don't let us forget those who are broken. We need to be there for family and friends and always consider the fact that every day is precious.  Please shine the light that you would want me to share Lord. Please make it bright and drive out the darkness that we feel.  In Jesus name we pray for your comfort and guidance, Amen.